Ramblings from a terminally online queer
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Big Move
I’m Canadian born and have for my entire life lived in South-Western Ontairo. In fact, I’ve never been so far as to leave SW Ontario except to visit my grandmother in Michigan, once, when I was 4 years old. My current home’s being sold, and come Spring I need to find new lodgings. Housing prices…
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A Betta Named Jim.
My fish died. Yeah, it probably seems pretty small, but I spent a lot of time with Jim in the two years I’d had him. He was a goofy looking betta whose left side with red and right side was orange with a purple line across his side. We’d stay in and chat the days…
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Victim of Emotions
Through the rollercoaster of emotion of which I am a victim just as much as you, I try to hold my head above the water but hold my breath anyways. Others blame me for the emotions and I do too, but just like them, I have little I can do. I want to find a…
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Monologue
I don’t know what this is, but the writing makes me feel better. What if we spent every moment of our lives awake thinking of only one thing? Just one special thing we contribute our entire beings to. It could be your job, your kids, your friends, your lover. It could be helping others, or…
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Creation and Creativity
Years ago, I watched an anime called Re:CREATORS. This post may spoil some of its themes, but not its plot. Anyways, Re:CREATORS is special to me. It was a show in which characters from fiction were brought into reality. Various anime, movies, and games characters came into existence outside their fiction. This was really important…
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Upheaval
The following is a story told in a series of vignettes. I’m hyperventilating but it feels like I can’t breathe. My mind’s constantly racing, trying to evade downward corridors. Every moment like this, I wish for it to end. I can’t think properly; I’m too preoccupied. One day I’ll find solace but that’s little comfort…
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First Post – “Who Is Ram?”
I’m bored, and decided maybe I can ramble in a way that’s an ounce more productive than just scrambling my brain, so I decided to install WordPress on a whim. Anyways, this is a first post, so I should probably just explain who I am. I’m Ram, a queer political advocate with immense interest in…